Sunday, August 3, 2008

back up, back up.
take another chance
don't you mess up, mess up
i don't wanna lose you
this ain't just a thing that you
give up, give up

hey, don't leave me.
i'm just really lost now.
everyone's leaving.
and it's just completely shattered my of this 'family'
that it's not perfect anymore
i always thought that we'd all stick it out to the end
you know, just keep holding on.
but first it was her leaving last year,
then she left too
and now you're leaving?
no, now you've left already.
it's not fair.
i want you to come back.
please come back, come back to me.
you didn't even tell me.
i had to find out through someone else.
and i didn't even want to believe it.
cause you made me feel like i wasn't alone
and that i wasn't going to be alone when the results came out.
but then you didn't show up
and i should have figured.
something was wrong.
do you know how terrible i feel everytime you don't show up?
i get so worried.
i cried on friday quite a few times.
and my heart's still breaking.
it's not going to be okay.